A sentence I tend to tell myself every single day of my life.

You're so smart till you can make your own smart decisions now.

So smart till you can even fail your own test.

Why are you asking me questions when you're so smart?

Wow, Thanks for the wonderful yet encouraging comment, Dad

Now I know how useless I am to the family.

And Mom, one of the main reasons 

why I was so determined to get medals during my Sports Event

was because I wanted someone to at least notice my small achievements

But apparently, no one would ever notice even the smallest achievement I achieve

And I'll always have to live with that fact.

Note-To-Self :

Dear Amanda Lee

You need to fake a smile everyday even though you live a pathetic life.

That's because no one cares and no one will ever notice anything you do.

People think you're useless, so why do you even try.

Sincerely,

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