Hurt or Just Plain Disappointment

"You're just a stupid girl."
"You're my daughter, can I disown you?"

I'll remember that alright. Such encouraging words from a father. How could I possibly forget those sincere words that came from no one but you. I don't even need to carve it down anywhere.

All I did was posted a status saying

"Coming here to visit is just fine but touching the Xbox without permission is really something else. Now you're just being rude. Why can't you just ask? You're willing to pay and buy us a new one once you broke it is it? Like seriously, all you have to do is just ask."

Not specifically pointing it out to anyone, no foul words. Just that. You called my dad around 1 something in the morning just to ask about this shit? I wasn't even talking bout you, why you bother? Terasa sangat buat apa? Let me guess, you were so bothered by what I wrote cause you find fault and guilt in what you or someone you know did.

All I did was to tell you to seek permission before you touch or use someone else's belonging. That's all, nothing much, just that. And then you come along and make a huge fuss about it.

Then there's you, complaining bout how stupid I was to post such stuff even though you haven't even read what I posted as my status.

Hurt? I guess that's just not the word for it anymore. Disappointed? I suppose that's the word that suits how I feel right now. Just because I'm 18 doesn't mean I don't take such words to heart. You will never know how it feels like cause you're blinded by that negative image of me that you built up yourself, you're own wrong conclusions.

Useless, worthless, and now stupid. Seems like an interesting progress I made.

There's always a certain reason why someone possesses an ugly personality.